With wet eyes she looked
at the horizon. The sky was exhibiting the shades of colors nature had. She
felt like nature was mocking her black and while life by showing all the
possible permutation of blee. At the distant, a ship which had just started its
voyage with a hope to reach the destination was in speculation still. A couple
was immersed into each other isolating themselves from rest of the world. It reminded her of them, of him, being together.
It had been about two months since he left. In more appropriate way, since god
deprived him from her. This was the place they used to come most often. Since
he wasn’t anymore, she hasn’t come here.
Foggy pictures of
memories she had, of them, flashed through her eyes. How they met as strangers,
how they had their first conversation, how they became acquainted from
unknowns, and finally a single soul from two different souls. She still wasn’t
able to believe what happened. The person, whom she had loved more than anyone
else, whom she had trusted more than anyone else, with whom she had envisaged
her entire life, left her. A single unfortunate moment stole the most precious
thing from her. It was an accident which took him away from her. Neither in
miles nor for the days, it snatched him to the different world leaving her
alone in this world to survive without him. That meant she has to live her
entire life without him, with memories only. Memories of their dates, that wait
for him, that long walks, those silly fights. She missed a heartbeat realising
there will be no more dates accompanied by gentle kiss full of grace, no more
squabbles ending by tight hug full of warmth, no more walks on the street
holding hands of each other amidst darkness of the night. It seemed
impossible for her to live without him.
Seeing towards horizon,
thinking about him, she felt something. Amid the roar and crash of the surf,
she found a deep calmness. That tranquillity was telling her something, was
reminding her of feeling she used to have being wrapped in his arms. That
peace, that obliviousness of the rest world, all those feelings she used to
experience being with him, she felt then. For a moment, she felt his presence
there. She felt his strong vibe there. She couldn’t see him but strongly felt
him. It gave her goose bumps. In a moment, it all gone away. But something has
changed. She found herself back at the beach again, alone, amid the world full
of hallucination, but a different one. Instead of being indulged in misery and
sorrow, she found herself full of happiness and enthusiasm. From a saturnine to
an effervescent. That sudden change, she knew it wasn’t accidental. She knew it
was him. Yes for sure, it was him. She knew her love had pulled him from
transcendental world to this inferior world. He always wanted her to live the
life with passion. From the entire different world also, he pulled her girl
back from ocean of gloom to the sky full of happiness. He indeed proved the
worth of love, a pure love.
She realized it was
getting dark. With a gentle smile, she stood up. Making her from a gloomy to a
fanatic one, though it was a twilight, it turned out a dawn for her. A dawn of
her life…!